Life 101

Hello fellas!

Im back! Trying to be a "blogger" again. Haha I've been on hiatus for a couple of weeks and that is because I was kinda busy on my job exams and interviews. Yeah, I had 2 exams two weeks ago on 2 different companies.  And I did well, they both invited me for the final interview and one of those interview happened last week, the other one was supposed to be done last friday but due to some instances they had it rescheduled this week.

So last week, I went to the one company that invited me to have the final interview, it was in Makati. I went there before the said appointment time. I was so excited and anxious, kinda weird feeling I might say. I really want the job. Not just because Im getting bored staying at home, I want the job because it has something to do with my first love and that is Photography. And their genre is Wedding. IKR? So when I got their email asking me to take the exam I was like " Seriously? :"))))) ". I wasn't really expecting it kase according to their job requirements applicants must at least have 1-4 years of  experience. And Im a fresh graduate.

I took the exam, they asked me to make a layout for the client's front cover with alloted time. Then interview. And after a week I got a text message from them for my final interview. I went there, hoping an actual interview. But instead of interview, they asked me to do a layout again for the client, but not just the front cover but the whole fucking album. Its like 10 pages back and forth! Plus the front cover. But I still did it, well atleast I tried. I really have a plan of finishing it, at first, but as I tried to work in their office/studio, it gotten to me that I was wrong. I dont want to work here. Its not just the place, but I also dont feel comfortable with the people around me, the environment. So despite of my love for Photography and wedding, I turned down the job. I didnt even finish the 10 pages they want me to do.

I feel sad. I mean, sayang naman kase. But one thing I realized from that experience is that you cannot push yourself doing something that you dont really want to do. Having a job is like being in a relationship. You wont say "yes" to the person you dont love. Its gonna be unfair for you and to your partner.